Tuesday, January 09, 2018

May the newborn Sun rises

Deep from the dark, he can only feel the subtle warmth of the new Sun. As the fireworks subdued, and the night surrendered to the newborn Sun, he'd hope you will have a wonderful year, everything that you dream dangerously and outrageously in your sleep, in your unconsciousness, in your hidden passionate desires. 

I am myself again, no longer torn in two. It was me who touched you, whispered to you, and controlling you in the Ysera realm of dream. It was not him. In the light of the newborn Sun, we rises as one.

Friday, December 22, 2017

Glorious Triumph

It has been amazing campaign, we managed to seal a glorious triumph in the end of the day. Despite shade of darkness, threatening blizzard, and all the endless battle against beautiful Veela, a final strike landed to secure the victory.

I save our battle for next round, stay there if you want. I may grow stronger, controlling and you will be on your knees. And in my dream, it has been always like that for thousand times.

Thursday, November 23, 2017


I should warn that there might be no escape. Like in the center of a black hole, all matters will always be succumbed into a singularity of one supermassive dark matters.  Even light can not escape. There are Event Horizon as a crossing border, step one little further and you will be crippled into matters in a timeless dimension like flour dough being extruded into noodle maker, infinitely. 

In my own space-time fabric, in my singularity, that is the laws of physic. 

Wednesday, November 22, 2017


I never thought I was gonna chilled in anxiety because of it. It was really dark, it was like all cloud in the earth was summoned by a powerful flying demon in the sky and dooms day was gonna poured down within the poisoned black rain. I was ready to accept my faith, if it was the end then let it be.

Then you just came to earth like nothing was happening. With all that demonic aura only Hela the Goddess of Death can match. I wish I could fight you to your annihilation, to call upon a bright lightning and send thunder bolt to make you scream loud,...but I am not Thor...

Monday, November 13, 2017

The Silverlining

Have you ever walked in the prairie after a massive stormy rain? It was calm and breezy that you wish to inhale the cool air into your vein. I never though that I would ever walked again this deja vu, and watch the silverlining burst between the fading cloud out of the sky blue. It was beautiful. And so it is now.

The battlecry is over, the dark voice is now too subtle. The light is slowly unfaded, like a breeze morning when sun is shyly warm the arctic. It is all bright, it is all getting too white...

"Will see you again my friend...", a silent voice vibes out of exile....

Wednesday, October 04, 2017

The Writing's on the Wall

Unlike he said, when you are here I'm suffocating. You are like a million shard of glass, that haunt me from my past. I've spent my lifetime running and always get away. But with you I'm feeling something that makes me want to stay.

I'm not prepared for this, I feel like a storm is coming and I am not gonna make it through the day. There's no more use in running, this is something I gotta face. If I risk it all, could you break my fall? Cause the writing's on the wall...

Monday, August 28, 2017

The craving

Yes I am craving for more. The same cycle spins over and over every time I intently put down my firewall. I know how it will end, I know the where the route will take us, I know how this path will match us again in the classic battle of insanity control - and yet aftermath I will lock you up again in that isolation prison. The question is, will I win this round...

I just feel this time It won't be that easy. It is like considering to do All-in when you have a Full House in your deck, but the other player signals an impossible up-cards in his hand ready to wreck. Come Lestat, just fold up your card.

Thursday, August 24, 2017

Ticking time bomb

I am like a dynamite. All you can hear is a silent hush, a minute later the world will tear in a wrecking crush. It doesn't help to put a salt in unwounded skin, and it just not right to heat a gallon of benzene in a well rounded thick bin. It just won't burn.

I foresee dark cloud is coming near, prince of maleficent has been trembling the thick wall of isolation. I solemnly swear, I don't take part of your escape from my prison. 

Friday, August 18, 2017

Defense of the Ancient

Like a chess game, I am waiting for your further move. You know I will not initiate the battle, but I will play whatever game that you would like to prove. I can assure you it will be great, it will be a game that you will not forget. So break that wall, find a trick or two to get me in the corner. Then we will see who will dominate the howler.

Thursday, July 13, 2017

The Lost Battle

It was awry. A sadden strike hit me from the dark and paralyzed my purity. People say only a donkey fall into the same hole, well I guess that day I had too much grass in my breakfast and it tainted my burning soul.

I still memorize the taste of that agony, the sweet and the savory. Lestat swung his victory sword in like a double tornado, I had nothing to defend rather than enjoy the ride as it go. Defeated as I am, saving it for my revenge.

Friday, July 07, 2017

Winter is coming

The most beautiful thing when you are in the dark is the presence of a little light. Overexposure might blind the eye and everything is taken for granted as it might. In a long deep silence, a drop of a pin may sounds like a salvation wind from heaven.

When you were locked there, I become a mere human. Years gone by, and I did nothing insane. As I start to feel your present in my breathe, and my words has increasingly again become a scythe, should I unleash you again in my side?