Genius Lestat - How can't I not recognize it

Reading the Theory of everything ignite another thinking. How well I could absorb the material by Stephen Hawking while any body else could not even get a glimpse of it make me think again about what should I have achieved if I could use Lestat's potential maximally.

The Friedmann unlimited universe model that was very famous after breaking Einstein theory of steady Universe, to say that:
"If there is a way to go to one direction across the universe then we will arrive in the same spot from other direction", was my theory when I was teenager studying about universe. And in that time those theory is not even famous yet. May be I would have been a great scientist then.

I know what you hide

Lestat is not literally a mind reader. But as a Sylar, he learned it from psychology. Intuitively, the greatest gift for a mastermind is to learn something within a remarkable speed and mastery. So he he learned about self defense mechanism, the work of brain, the nature of the mind. Actually I needed it more than him. This capability enable me to fully control Lestat in masked mode.

The gift proven right, now Lestat is a body language master, a truth behind word uncoverer, a threat scanner. He provide me honest that lies between lies. He showed me liars, and teach me how become a good one though I never want to use it. With an uncanny accuracy he provide me a full profile about someone just with a glimpse of information and direct contact. He have Dyonisos force, the God of theater and shadow, as a darkness virtue

Nicotine strike | It just feed good, even bad for him

Human breath oxygen. But Lestat breath Nicotine. Within his strange and complicated mind, the neurotransmitter works like a turbulence. Providing a massive learning skill, an uncanny accuracy for threat and another's bad thought, a remarkable sense of the universe and an extrordinary problem solving virtue. So nicots help him to slowing down, allowing for regrouping and deploy the connection between. In silence, thinking and nicotine was a perfect circumstances. Lestat knows that it is bad for my health, but I decide it he deserve it for all that he have gave.
But please, all the Nobel winner, find us a healthy tobacco

Watch it | I knew what you wish

Now I know why I could read others minds. Jung guessed about archetype, or noosphere, or shared unconcious. That every person in this planet share their unconcious mind in one realm. Freud also mentioned that even he don't really sure how it work. So when suddenly I am working on my unconcious mind, there, I heard other mind. This one will be another virtue of mine. Just another step that this realm will be my teritory. Then, all you human, will be in my agony. I should learn more about this. Dangerous study, for dangerous virtue.

I see it in their eyes

Brain, mask, arrogant, humble, psycho. They recognize my brain size; they cannot see beyond my face so they think I am wearing a mask; I love to demonstrate talent and sometime sinical to others without, so makes my image as arrogant; The genuine conversation that I try to have, mainly in the level of emotion and heart, for certain people concluded as humble; The weird mode in my writing and sometime email or messenger chat, or sometime unattached to the world, enough to get label psycho or cold blood (and in fact, in elementary school my teacher called me cold blood murderer, honest).

I have no intention to be arrogant, but also have no intention to change my behavior just to please someone. What I offer to people is a genuine word, genuine kindness, that I believe there’s a good thing in everyone. Use it well, and you will get a great loyal talented friend and partner

Schizo | Dear mastermind

I am a little bit tired with polite speaking. Blogging to entertain people. Behave to be said as normal. Actually in the first time blogging it meant to be my mind capture. Without pretending. Without knowledge showing. Without necessity to be read; to be vote; to be plotted in the top list of any blog list. But, it is the share of inspiration that keep me continuoing my official blog. So, rather than scares you, readers, to see different character in me, I decided to split it here. And also I cannot let Lestat ruined my life by showing in the public.

This is me, unmask, uncensored, forced by Lucifer, guided by Dyonisos, it is me, Lestat. If you like what I write it that’s mean you like me. It's mean you accept the right or wrong me, the saint me and evil me. If you don’t, well, please find "the boring me version". That guy who make this stupid blog for me. He is good, the problem is when gone bad he said I did it. Yeah, better you make friend with my dear saint mastermind.

Schizo, divided, torn apart.
So, Welcome to my dark mind.

Nitimur in vetitum

What do you care about this?
Nothin concern with your business.
This is my private decision to relocate my masked mind into a "whatever i want" sentences, to talk without privacy, without tendency, and without mask to cover my mind. This is me unmasked, this is me uncontrolled. This is a victory of my ego. The dominant side of my "Alter". To let my darkest thought win, to denies anybody who think they knew me.

No, you did not. Not a single thing of my passion, not a single thing of my disruptive mind. My egocentric mind. No body ever nodus that i will think this way, and may be they will get never would. Thanks to Fa. For the inspiration to unmasked all of thing behind a charming faces, my wiseguy look, MY GLORIUS MASK.

So let me introduce you to my dear Lestat, a character who imitates a legendary vampires. Long before Edward came to novelties, Lestat is the cassanova. His touch make my life not plain, it was as bored as a teenager with a chess board and turn it into something bitter but sweet. Dyonisos guide him, give another appetizing character. Like a well mix dark premium chocolate.
Dark and thick, bitter and sweet.

His presence ripped my introverties, came a long with Dyonisos in teen age. Born in my theater age, in stage act, in the beauty of the poetry, in dark novel, in Nietzche books, in my exploration for my dark inner space. I sometime believe he lurked in my childhood misery and bursted out to let me feel happy.

He make my life more live. Lestat have gift in touching emotion, have strength to work with passion, have charm in speaking to another beautiful mind, have magnetism for those who lust for soulmates or mindrival. Lestat is mastermind, is romance, is art, is charm, is emphatic, is ambition, is passion, is Id.

Lestat offered me a complete virtue of the darkpath
Lestat is me