Light, light, where is the light...

Imagine how cold it is. A Neutron star alone in the silent universe, not surrounded by moon, not reached by any galaxy. No hidrogen lest to light his own lit. It's a complete silence. A ronin in the wide savannah, a ronin in the peace time without war. A broken sword hanging and bore. I should find a light. I should clear my soul. Oh God, bring me out of this black hole...