I know that they need me, given everything I did amaze them for it is something that rarely people could accomplished at perfection. But they way that they could do anything for my future feared me, that I might get punished for a little mistake I probably make.
I am their winning race horse, but they also see me like a horse getting old and hinder them to buy me for goods. Well, I am getting old. And what hinders me to find another stable for what they do?