Suddenly Yin came alive again in my mind, or Lestat mind may be more exact. He think about her again, the only female that might understand his complicated mind, even I say she is not. Even she defined Lestat as a soulmate but the fact that we are not lifemate is a great obstacles to keep our soul take care each other.
I told Lestat to fade away, and back to his solitude life. It scratched me also for I do enjoy the presence of Yin to calm Lestat rather than using nicotine. I cannot afford to hold Yin, for me or for him. She have to continue her life, find happiness, not binded by Lestat's thirst of love.